I didn't sleep with him, I just slept next to him. I didn't even take my clothes off. Kinda gross, really. Also, it is a convenient piece of shit, I'll give you that.
We talked. We made out a lot. We're talking more now, via email. I think I'm gonna be in new York next semester and then when he gets there for Christmas we're gonna see about making things official. So it's kinda yes right now, just not all the way.
Oh. Oh...okay, that's good to know. Also it really is. I'm saving to fix it again, don't worry.
So you talked and made out a lot and now he's traveling across the country and you're staying here for another few weeks. Have you looked at transferring schools already? Do you realize how crazy you sound by moving across the country for a guy like Ryan Evans? I mean I'm happy for you, I know you like him a lot, but…dude??
The fact that it's "kinda yes right now, just not all the way" is what's troubling.
Glad you approve of my lack of a sex life. And have you ever considered just saving for a new car? You could sell this one for a few cents.
I'm looking at it, I think it should be fine. Especially since U of A is kinda worried about the whole discrimination thing I could bring to the press or whatever, Taylor wording my emails really helped, so they're being very helpful. And I'm moving to New York, I've always wanted to go to New York. Come on, it's New York! I want to move anyway. If I can combine moving with being closer to Ryan, then hell yeah.
He said that if he stopped touring next week, it would be 'Hell yes!'. Didn't hesitate or nothing.
I'm protecting your virtue dude, don't give me that. And I've thought about it, but I'm kind of fond of the piece of shit.
You could always get them to pay you off to be quiet and pay for your tuition that way. If you can't be at Juilliard with Ryan where are you going to go? NYU's pretty close, I think. I'm glad to hear you're talking to Taylor again though, I wasn't sure. Since when have you ever wanted to go to New York? I've never heard you mention New York when it wasn't attached to an Evans. All I'm saying is that I think it's a dicey idea but it's your life. Be careful.
You're sure he wasn't just saying what you want to hear? They're pretty good at that.
She contacted me with an email literally titled 'legal advice', so it's still very weird but at least helpful. Also I'm not answering anymore until you stop talking as if Ryan and Sharpay are one and the same person.
It's a start I guess. She and Gabriella talk a lot but I don't know much about it.
What? Man come on! That's not what I mean and you know it. I'm just looking out for you. You know Ryan's great. I know Ryan's great most of the time but with everything that's happened can you blame me?
I know he's done things that aren't okay and I'm not okay with that either, but I'm also not okay with everyone going 'He's an Evans, what do you expect?' and 'Remember Sharpay.', because he's a person in his own right and perfectly capable of doing stupid things without being just like Sharpay. He doesn't, didn't do it for Sharpay reasons and he's gone through most of East High being seen as the lesser Sharpay and everyone just falling right back to that just because he fucks up instead of being adorable and talented is not fucking okay. Be mad at him, sure, but him and not his legacy.
Look. I love you. If Ryan fucks up again I'm not going to promise I won't send him another really stern email but you're right. He's not Sharpay. He just has some Sharpay-isms…I just want to make sure you're not putting up blinders because he's "adorable and talented" or whatever, is that really a bad thing?
I don't just think he's adorable and talented, I think he's Ryan, he's a person and he fucked up and broke my heart and his too I guess and we're working on fixing it and I want it to be fixed, but I'm not blind to his flaws or whatever.
I don't know what the heck you're doing but this has to stop, okay? YOU have to stop this before you tear all of us apart. You're being selfish and Chad's being crazy and I can't keep watching it. You guys need to take a break. You need to leave him alone. You need to delete his number, you need to just give him some space and some time to heal because I don't know about you, but most people don't move on from their exes that fast.
I still like you and you're still a great guy, but Chad's my brother. You know Sharpay would tell Chad the same thing (and she might have, idk.) Leave him alone. You're too toxic for him right now and so I'm making an executive decision to remove him from it. You've got it easy. You're already out and you're leaving town, but Chad was just forced out and now he's stuck with everybody throwing around accusations and comments. You of all people should know how ignorant and cruel people can be. Think about it. Chad's going to have a lot of hard shit to deal with in the next few months and the last thing he needs is someone who's too scared to stick around.
Don't call. Don't text. Don't email. Don't Facebook. Go clean up your shit, again, and don't come back until you do. Call me when you get this.
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Date: 2014-03-31 05:46 pm (UTC)We talked. We made out a lot. We're talking more now, via email. I think I'm gonna be in new York next semester and then when he gets there for Christmas we're gonna see about making things official. So it's kinda yes right now, just not all the way.
Such as?
Date: 2014-03-31 05:55 pm (UTC)So you talked and made out a lot and now he's traveling across the country and you're staying here for another few weeks. Have you looked at transferring schools already? Do you realize how crazy you sound by moving across the country for a guy like Ryan Evans? I mean I'm happy for you, I know you like him a lot, but…dude??
The fact that it's "kinda yes right now, just not all the way" is what's troubling.
being a great friend! :D
Date: 2014-03-31 06:04 pm (UTC)I'm looking at it, I think it should be fine. Especially since U of A is kinda worried about the whole discrimination thing I could bring to the press or whatever, Taylor wording my emails really helped, so they're being very helpful. And I'm moving to New York, I've always wanted to go to New York. Come on, it's New York! I want to move anyway. If I can combine moving with being closer to Ryan, then hell yeah.
He said that if he stopped touring next week, it would be 'Hell yes!'. Didn't hesitate or nothing.
Okay that's one
Date: 2014-03-31 06:08 pm (UTC)You could always get them to pay you off to be quiet and pay for your tuition that way. If you can't be at Juilliard with Ryan where are you going to go? NYU's pretty close, I think. I'm glad to hear you're talking to Taylor again though, I wasn't sure. Since when have you ever wanted to go to New York? I've never heard you mention New York when it wasn't attached to an Evans. All I'm saying is that I think it's a dicey idea but it's your life. Be careful.
You're sure he wasn't just saying what you want to hear? They're pretty good at that.
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Date: 2014-03-31 06:27 pm (UTC)What? Man come on! That's not what I mean and you know it. I'm just looking out for you. You know Ryan's great. I know Ryan's great most of the time but with everything that's happened can you blame me?
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Date: 2014-03-31 07:06 pm (UTC)Look. I love you. If Ryan fucks up again I'm not going to promise I won't send him another really stern email but you're right. He's not Sharpay. He just has some Sharpay-isms…I just want to make sure you're not putting up blinders because he's "adorable and talented" or whatever, is that really a bad thing?
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Date: 2014-03-31 07:09 pm (UTC)I wanna see what email you sent him this time.
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Date: 2014-03-31 09:07 pm (UTC)FWD: Are you kidding me?
Date: 2014-03-31 09:07 pm (UTC)I don't know what the heck you're doing but this has to stop, okay? YOU have to stop this before you tear all of us apart. You're being selfish and Chad's being crazy and I can't keep watching it. You guys need to take a break. You need to leave him alone. You need to delete his number, you need to just give him some space and some time to heal because I don't know about you, but most people don't move on from their exes that fast.
I still like you and you're still a great guy, but Chad's my brother. You know Sharpay would tell Chad the same thing (and she might have, idk.) Leave him alone. You're too toxic for him right now and so I'm making an executive decision to remove him from it. You've got it easy. You're already out and you're leaving town, but Chad was just forced out and now he's stuck with everybody throwing around accusations and comments. You of all people should know how ignorant and cruel people can be. Think about it. Chad's going to have a lot of hard shit to deal with in the next few months and the last thing he needs is someone who's too scared to stick around.
Don't call. Don't text. Don't email. Don't Facebook. Go clean up your shit, again, and don't come back until you do. Call me when you get this.
-Troy
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