He gets me. And he doesn't make me feel like an idiot the way Taylor did, though everyone probably is an idiot compared to her, so I'm not blaming her for that. But, yeah. He actually laughs at my jokes. And we talk about everything. Well, used to. Random stuff, serious stuff. He actually makes me wanna talk about it.
[He is silent again before continuing.] And he's gorgeous. Well, you know that. Or do you?
I mean I guess so? He's technically Sharpay's male doppleganger and she's pretty cute so...sure?
[But he's silent again as he thinks that all over.] And those are all great qualities to have in a…boy…friend. But you can find those in someone else can't you? Think about what you just told me. Why are those things only Ryan can do for you?
I like to think I'm better-looking than he is. [But he's teasing to try and lighten the mood.]
Don't even. If anything, he wasn't good enough for you. If a guy can't even keep his promises, he's not worth it. Even I know that. We're only going to this thing to show him you're doing just fine and he's just a blip on the radar, 2000 miles away.
We worked it out. [There's almost an audible shrug in his tone.] He still didn't explain a lot, but he also didn't deny a lot. So we talked and I felt bad and he felt bad and so we apologized and talked about how crazy his sister is and everything was fine. I told him about my theater classes, he told me about Juilliard, and we hung up with the understanding that I'm still not okay with what he did and neither is he.
Mhm. [He's silent for a while because it's really not exactly the nicest subject and he's not good with talking about it. But changing isn't that easy, either.]
Changing the subject! I'm surrounded by scary, blond California divas. I have never been more terrified in my life. They bring their dogs to class. Chihuahuas.
I've seen her throw some glares Sharpay's way back in Lava Springs, so I think I can imagine. It's her own fault for choosing a Disney prince, lots of competition.
Yeah but a lot of girls glare at Sharpay. [Annnd it comes full circle.] Oh. Got it. Also I don't know about that. I think everybody's exaggerating about this whole "Disney Prince" thing.
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Date: 2014-03-27 10:31 pm (UTC)He still means that much to you?
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Date: 2014-03-27 10:32 pm (UTC)But he's great, you just only ever hear the bad parts.
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Date: 2014-03-27 10:43 pm (UTC)...why don't you tell me about the good parts then?
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Date: 2014-03-27 10:48 pm (UTC)[He is silent again before continuing.] And he's gorgeous. Well, you know that. Or do you?
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Date: 2014-03-27 10:53 pm (UTC)[But he's silent again as he thinks that all over.] And those are all great qualities to have in a…boy…friend. But you can find those in someone else can't you? Think about what you just told me. Why are those things only Ryan can do for you?
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Date: 2014-03-27 10:57 pm (UTC)[Said very dryly, that.]
It doesn't even matter, because I wasn't good enough for him. I'm not trying to win him back or anything.
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Date: 2014-03-27 11:11 pm (UTC)Don't even. If anything, he wasn't good enough for you. If a guy can't even keep his promises, he's not worth it. Even I know that. We're only going to this thing to show him you're doing just fine and he's just a blip on the radar, 2000 miles away.
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Date: 2014-03-27 11:14 pm (UTC)And, yeah, that's why we're doing it. That's why I have to be there. And let's not focus on how I need you to hold my hand.
...not literally.
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Date: 2014-03-27 11:39 pm (UTC)You sure? [Teasing again] I could totally be a stand-in boyfriend.
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Date: 2014-03-27 11:40 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2014-03-27 11:48 pm (UTC)...but you're right, Ryan wouldn't believe it. You should have said something sooner, I could have hooked you up with one of my friends.
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Date: 2014-03-27 11:50 pm (UTC)Not that again.
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Date: 2014-03-28 12:01 am (UTC)I'm just saying! They're nice guys. You'd like them.
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Date: 2014-03-28 12:03 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2014-03-28 12:05 am (UTC)...I apologized to him about that, by the way. Don't know if he told you.
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Date: 2014-03-28 12:15 am (UTC)The glitter wasn't his fault though.
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Date: 2014-03-28 12:21 am (UTC)Did you know there are multiple Sharpay Evanses in the world?
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Date: 2014-03-28 12:38 am (UTC)I've never seen Gabi glare at anybody before, but she was really feisty when she came to visit during fall semester.
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